This book was almost really awesome, but then it wasn't. While I liked that Ellie wasn't a predictable heroine (she wasn't friendless, super geeky, or completely perfect) she really wasn't all that interesting. In fact, she becomes so completely obsessed with being guilty that some mention of guilt is on nearly every page of the last half of the book. I know, I checked. Then there is her super-perfect no personality boy toy that shows up and completely dominates her life. While I found the premise interesting it didn't mesh with the characters. While I'm glad I read it, I wouldn't recommend it to anyone.